Here I am bingeing Grand Designs and thinking ‘ooh, lemme build my dream house/studio’ but the truth is I haven’t got the energy / health to get my sitting room re-carpeted.

The thought of clearing it out, all the books and tech and breakables… that would take me a fortnight.

And the same to put everything back in. Obviously, I can’t even move the sofas on my own.

I hate this feeling. Of helplessness, of having to call on friends for stuff I’d previously manage on my own

Maybe I’ll just get a huge rug, eh?