Nat’s 21st Birthday Party, a set on Flickr.
Mosh 11-17/2/13, a set on Flickr.
Mosh & City 4-10/2/13, a set on Flickr.
Mosh & City 28/1/13 – 3/2/13, a set on Flickr.
I’m sitting in the university canteen
Waiting for Tom, who’s missed his bus
And I’m thinking about the last time you said you loved me.
We were driving and it was sunny
I’d been singing along to something
Probably braking on the harmonies.
There was a pause, a breath held
Just the rumble of the road
And the fluttering of sunlight through trees
It can’t have been more than a few seconds
When you chose to say:
“I love you.”
It was out of nowhere
I hadn’t said it first
We hadn’t been having “a moment”
Like they do in The Notebook
Or Twilight or Titanic
All those films people watch
To remind themselves what they’re missing
Have never had
Will never have
But this was real.
I looked at you the second after you said it
And your eyes met mine
Full of love,
Disarmed and disarming,
I guess, actually, that was “a moment”
I haven’t heard those words for years
I miss them as I miss you
Even though you’re still here.
Sometimes, I hear echoes of them
But you’re acting now
It isn’t real.
Obviously, I didn’t know that would be
The last time you said you loved me
I thought we’d cry and touch forever
Or at least till I died
But you’ve put all that silliness away
It never happened
And when I remind you of how we were
You get angry and snappy
So I don’t.
‘Silver’ is my first photobook and also my first with the female nude. It features a prose poem I wrote last February about two lovers and the text is sexually explicit.
The original poem is here.
And you can buy the book here.
I’m soo happy that, after years of planning, I finally have a book of nude(s) finished and on sale. Go me! 🙂